Adore me like a baby please

For time being 3days to our trip i am quite scared, sad and worried about
this trip.

• I am scared because we are unstable now.
• I am sad because he is cold towards me now.
• I am worried that we wont enjoy our self there but ending up
• giving face.

Anybody there is willing to tell me how am i going to stop all this?

My mood is dame shit now. Now what i do what i said you just don't
seems to be bothering. Its really dame hurting. Do you know? Remember
once you said this before? I asked you, Y do you want me to be yr girlfriend?
You answered me because i love who you are. I am so touch and tears
rolling down from my cheek.

Yes! I maybe too selfish,annoying and irritating sometimes. But i'm
doing it all for you precious. "SORRY seems to be the hardest words".
For this 3months what i had done wrong, i has been saying sorry.
I know that sorry cant help much now. I'm confuse now, what shall i
really need to do now? My brain are cracking now, my heart are
bleeding like a fountain. For now i really need you to be my side.
I fall for you because i really love you deep in my heart. You thought
that i am strong. I am so weak that nobody knows. Will you fall for
me like how you did that night? Without you my life is meaningless.
Precious i don't want to be alone. I wan't grow old with you and love
you till my last breath. I just want to die in yr eyes. Baby now i really
need to hold you tight. baby when we are together doing things that
we loved, everytime we are together we will feel like we are in
the heaven. But now i'm so lonely that i feel like i'm in the hell. =(

Precious i really hope later when you come you will give me a sweet big smile.
And again ADORE me like a baby like how you did it last time.
Everything will go fine and smooth.


CLOSE YOUR EYES AND FEEL HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU

• Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
  One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
  There's no use looking back or wondering
  How it could be now or might have been
  Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know
  
  I've never had a dream come true
  Till the day that I found you
  Even though I pretend that I've moved on
  You'll always be my baby
  I never found the words to say
  You're the one I think about each day
  And I know no matter where life takes me to
  A part of me will always be with you
  
  Somewhere in my memory
  I've lost all sense of time
  And so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
  There's no use looking back or wondering
  How it could be now or might have been
  Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
  
  I've never had a dream come true
  Till the day that I found you
  Even though I pretend that I've moved on
  You'll always be my baby
  I never found the words to say
  You're the one I think about each day
  And I know no matter where life takes me to
  A part of me will always be
  
  You'll always be the dream that fills my head
  Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
  Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
  There's no use looking back or wondering
  Because love is a strange and funny thing
  No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
  No no no no
  
  I've never had a dream come true
  Till the day that I found you
  Even though I pretend that I've moved on
  You'll always be my baby
  I never found the words to say (words to say)
  You're the one I think about each day
  And I know no matter where life takes me to
  A part of me will always be
  A part of me will always be with you

Your sincerly: BeeBee