EMAIL from my dearest FEN FEN!
I LOVE YOU!

Hey xiao mei,

Shocked to see my e-mail? Haha. Read on....

I know these few days have been hard on you. You've been worrying
so much over your r/s problem. I know you feel like giving up...
but never do.. until the very last breath. This includes
everything you do, be it with friends, family or your partner.
Because there are so many people behind you, pushing you
up whenever you feel like falling. I'm one of them okay! :)
I may be busy for examinations, but I'll dig out time for
you whenever you need a listening ear. Or else, you still
have your family! So don't give up yet okay! Every problem
will have a solution behind it... just need to have patience
to find the solution.

It's funny how we got so close after 2 years. I remember
you calling me out for rounding years back.. then
we lost contact suddenly. And again, suddenly,
we contact back again... through MSN. LOL!
Sounds stupid.. because of your BB cream solution
blogspot thing that I replied........ which we then talked
because I wished you good luck for N levels.

Oops. Sorry, out of point. Anyway, nowadays I see you
so upset, I don't feel happy either. I don't know how to
console people... only can listen
and listen. Sigh. When I see you laugh or
smile, it's a good thing.
But sometimes I feel that it's just a
fake smile? Nononono...I sound wrong. I mean,
I want you to be happy. Want you to
think positive as long as possible. I know
it's hard to not think of negative bad things,
but it'll just pull you down. Everything happens
for a reason. But no matter what, cannot tumble
and fall okay? I'll pull you up and push you up up up,
like push-up bra.

If you wanna cry, cry until you can't cry anymore. Just let
everything out. Then stop! Hor hor hor hor hor! Cannot
continue like tapwater for days, months, years. Choy!


You know there's so many who still loves you :)
X'mei, be strong. I end here le. Remember, Don't give up! <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">
FEN FEN dont worry i am not giving up! =]